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Sierpniowy poranek, troch\u0119 pochmurny, troch\u0119 rze\u015bki.
Obudzi\u0142am si\u0119 dzisiaj wreszcie troch\u0119 nie\u015bpiesznie, troch\u0119 leniwie.
Pozwoli\u0142am sobie wsta\u0107 wcze\u015bniej, mimo urlopu.
My\u015bl\u0119 o tym po\u015bpiechu, o czasie.
Kawa si\u0119 parzy, zanim j\u0105 pos\u0142odz\u0119, wdycham powietrze siedz\u0105c na balkonie.
S\u0142ysz\u0119, jak pi\u0119tro ni\u017cej w\u0142\u0105czaj\u0105 si\u0119 s\u0105siadom alarmy budzik\u00f3w, i my\u015bl\u0119 o tym,
jak nas wytresowano, jak wt\u0142oczono program, \u017ce tak ma by\u0107.
A my chcemy d\u0142u\u017cej spa\u0107 i rano zobaczy\u0107 i poczu\u0107 najpierw siebie, m\u00f3j \u015bwiat, m\u00f3j w\u0142asny. Kawa pachnie, witam si\u0119 z dziewczynami, k\u0105tem oka zerkam na Alor\u0119, widz\u0119 jej napi\u0119cie, jej niepok\u00f3j cia\u0142a, boi si\u0119, \u017ce nie wytrzyma i zrobi ka\u0142u\u017c\u0119 na pod\u0142odze, a ja si\u0119 zez\u0142oszcz\u0119.
Tak, tak bywa, bo po\u015bpiech, bo ma\u0142o czasu, bo musz\u0119 zd\u0105\u017cy\u0107. Pragn\u0119 zdj\u0105\u0107 z niej ten stres, \u017ceby si\u0119 nie ba\u0142a. I dlatego wstaj\u0119 wcze\u015bniej, aby w spokoju wypi\u0107 kaw\u0119, a potem z ni\u0105 wyj\u015b\u0107. Wkarwia mnie ten l\u0119k, kt\u00f3rego tak wiele jest wytworzone w tej czterowymiarowej nierzeczywisto\u015bci. Tak jeste\u015bmy wytrenowani, aby skaka\u0107, gdy m\u00f3wi\u0105 nam: jump!
Najgorsze s\u0105 te ma\u0142e, podsk\u00f3rne, ale permanentne, to one wyczerpuj\u0105 nadnercza, obci\u0105\u017caj\u0105 nerki i stopy, a potem nie masz ju\u017c si\u0142y i\u015b\u0107, i\u015b\u0107, dzia\u0142a\u0107, po prostu \u017cy\u0107, SWOJE \u017cycie i po swojemu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ja pragn\u0119 po mojemu, bo coraz wyra\u017aniej i wyra\u017aniej widz\u0119 te sznurki, te programy, czuj\u0119 je w sobie i w innych, a prawdziwa rzeczywisto\u015b\u0107, moje ja, moja esencja, uparcie i nieprzerwanie pyta:
w\u0142a\u015bnie tak chcesz, Aniu? To jest twoje, Aniu?
Te pytania same sp\u0142ywaj\u0105, takie spokojne i czule szeptane, \u017cadne nachalne, czy gniewne, one po prostu trwaj\u0105, pytania zawieszone w mojej przestrzeni, czekaj\u0105 jedne za drugim, a\u017c po nie si\u0119gn\u0119, a\u017c pozwol\u0119 sp\u0142yn\u0105\u0107 mojej w\u0142asnej odpowiedzi, rozpakuj\u0119 pakunek, kt\u00f3ry do mnie przyszed\u0142. Ale on nigdy nie jest natarczywy, bo jest woln\u0105 wol\u0105, nawet w tej czterowymiarowej nierzeczywisto\u015bci – Duch jest zawsze wolny, zawsze mo\u017ce zdecydowa\u0107, jak chce, jak lubi, jak wybiera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pozwoli\u0142am sobie, tak niespiesznie, wypi\u0142am p\u00f3\u0142 kawy, bior\u0119 Alor\u0119 na r\u0119ce, \u017ceby nie czu\u0142a pod\u0142o\u017ca pod \u0142apkami, wtedy odruch si\u0119 nie uruchomi i p\u0119cherz nie pu\u015bci. Tul\u0119 j\u0105 do serca schodz\u0105c po schodach, czuj\u0119 jak jej cia\u0142o si\u0119 rozlu\u017ania, mi\u0119knie, ju\u017c wie, \u017ce nie musi si\u0119 ba\u0107, \u017ce nie musi trzyma\u0107 napi\u0119cia, postawi\u0119 j\u0105 dopiero na trawie i w spokoju odda si\u0119 tej zwyk\u0142ej, naturalnej potrzebie. I cieszy mnie to. A ja? Ja musz\u0119 sama o siebie dba\u0107, ale mam moje paczuszki, i wiem, \u017ce o mnie tam w g\u00f3rze, te\u017c si\u0119 Kto\u015b troszczy, bo pyta, bo jest zainteresowany tym, jak mi jest?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P.S. Id\u0119 dalej z moimi dziewczynami, Leia jak zawsze rwie do przodu, a po drugiej stronie ulicy s\u0142ycha\u0107 p\u0142acz dziewczynki w samochodzie, i krzycz\u0105c\u0105 matk\u0119: \u201eszybciej, bo p\u00f3\u017ano jest, bo ty to zawsze, codziennie tak samo.\u201d A dziecko nadal p\u0142acze. Bo ono jeszcze wie, jak pragnie, bo ono ma jeszcze te pakunki przed sob\u0105, ca\u0142kowicie rozpakowane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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