{"id":1681,"date":"2025-06-28T20:38:38","date_gmt":"2025-06-28T18:38:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/?p=1681"},"modified":"2025-06-28T20:43:44","modified_gmt":"2025-06-28T18:43:44","slug":"1681","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/?p=1681","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u017beby st\u0142umi\u0107, \u017ceby nie pozwoli\u0107 temu wyj\u015b\u0107 <br>i zaistnie\u0107 tak po kr\u00f3lewsku: oto jestem, oto ja, oto emocja, uczucie, <br>kt\u00f3remu nie pozwalam si\u0119 pokaza\u0107.<br>Tylko po to u\u017cywamy.<br>Bo nigdy nie chodzi\u0142o o t\u0119 u\u017cywk\u0119. Ona by\u0142a po to, \u017ceby nie zobaczy\u0107. <br>Bo boimy si\u0119 zobaczy\u0107, widzie\u0107, patrze\u0107\u2026prosto w twarz. <br>Kim jestem? Kim jestem bez tego.<br>I niby w sobie ju\u017c wiedzia\u0142am, po co to robi\u0119, ju\u017c lata temu, <br>ale w g\u0142owie, czyli nie by\u0142o uciele\u015bnienia. <br>Bo nadal ba\u0142am si\u0119 patrze\u0107 w tamta stron\u0119. <br>A zawsze chodzi\u0142o o decyzj\u0119. Nie rozumia\u0142am powrot\u00f3w. <br>Bo potrafi\u0142am zrezygnowa\u0107 z niej z dnia na dzie\u0144, i cho\u0107 nikt nie wierzy\u0142, \u017ce tak w\u0142a\u015bnie jest, \u017ce rezygnowa\u0142am z niej i czu\u0142am si\u0119 radosna, szcz\u0119\u015bliwa i widzia\u0142am wszystkie plusy tego i \u017cy\u0142am sobie bez niej i rok i trzy lata, w og\u00f3le nie t\u0119skni\u0105c, bez zespo\u0142u odstawiennego, kt\u00f3rego tak wszyscy si\u0119 boj\u0105 i kiedy\u015b ja si\u0119 ba\u0142am, bo wierzy\u0142am, \u017ce taki istnieje. <br>Jednak moim do\u015bwiadczeniem by\u0142o nie raz, \u017ce to nieprawda. <br>Powroty by\u0142y wtedy, gdy kolejna warstwa emocji, bo przecie\u017c nie wszystkie od razu si\u0119 pokazuj\u0105 i nie we wszystkich dziedzinach \u017cycia, dobry B\u00f3g i dusza dbaj\u0105, aby uda\u0142o si\u0119 ud\u017awign\u0105\u0107, pr\u00f3bowa\u0142y wyj\u015b\u0107 do uwolnienia.<br>Moim problemem jak i wielu uzale\u017cnionych by\u0142o\u2026<br>dlaczego powracam?<br>Bo na trze\u017awo i przytomnie nie by\u0142am w stanie prze\u017cywa\u0107 tego, <br>co wita\u0142o do mojego \u017cycia. Nie potrafi\u0142am do ko\u0144ca prze\u017cywa\u0107 emocji <br>i uczu\u0107, kt\u00f3re si\u0119 pojawia\u0142y we mnie, w moim \u017cyciu. <br>I wtedy w\u0142a\u015bnie by\u0142 nawr\u00f3t. Bo by\u0142o zbyt wiele, za bardzo inaczej. <br>I zauwa\u017ca\u0142am ju\u017c, \u017ce on si\u0119 pojawia\u0142, niezale\u017cnie od tego, czy dzia\u0142o si\u0119 DOBRE, czy Z\u0141E.<br>Tym razem poprosi\u0142am inaczej: <br>Jam jest doskona\u0142ym zrozumieniem i o\u015bwieceniem tej rzeczy, <br>kt\u00f3r\u0105 chc\u0119 zrozumie\u0107.<br>I si\u0119 dzieje, jak pi\u0119knie si\u0119 pokazuje, jak odpadaj\u0105 filtry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u017beby zrezygnowa\u0107 raz i na zawsze, musz\u0119 zobaczy\u0107, co przykrywam, <br>od czego w sobie si\u0119 odcinam.<br>Zrobi\u0142am to w \u015bwiadomo\u015bci, dost\u0119pnej dla mnie na dany moment, <br>na dany etap mojego \u017cycia. Wiedz\u0105c jak d\u0142ugo (oko\u0142o 30 minut) substancja pozostaje aktywna w moim ciele, \u015bwiadomie wybiera\u0142am d\u0142u\u017csze ni\u017c to okresy trze\u017awo\u015bci. I obserwowa\u0142am, co si\u0119 pokazuje, <br>a co si\u0119 t\u0142umi, gdy za\u017cyj\u0119 kolejn\u0105 dawk\u0119 substancji otumaniaj\u0105cej, odcinaj\u0105cej od poszerzonej \u015bwiadomo\u015bci.<br>Pojawia\u0142y si\u0119 emocje, \u0142zy, uczucia nap\u0142ywaj\u0105ce NAGLE, falami, jakby chcia\u0142y skorzysta\u0107 z tego okienka, momentu bez trucizny, <br>ale tak naprawd\u0119 momentu pe\u0142nej \u015bwiadomo\u015bci i wolno\u015bci.<br><br>Nigdy nie chodzi\u0142o i nigdy nie chodzi o moc u\u017cywki, a o moc mojego WYBORU, aby czego\u015b NIE POCZU\u0106.<br>To co robi z nami u\u017cywka fizycznie jest wt\u00f3rne i wcale nie jest oboj\u0119tne, to na pewno nie, tworzy si\u0119 po prostu kolejna trudno\u015b\u0107 do pokonania, ta kt\u00f3ra schodzi ju\u017c na cia\u0142o materialne. 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Wszystko si\u0119 pokazuje. <br>Jak zawsze\u2026kiedy pozwol\u0119.<br><br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"391\" height=\"436\" src=\"http:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/IMG_2571-e1751135110312.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1682\" srcset=\"https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/IMG_2571-e1751135110312.jpeg 391w, https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/IMG_2571-e1751135110312-269x300.jpeg 269w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 391px) 100vw, 391px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">fot.Internet<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u017beby st\u0142umi\u0107, \u017ceby nie pozwoli\u0107 temu wyj\u015b\u0107 i zaistnie\u0107 tak po kr\u00f3lewsku: oto jestem, oto ja, oto emocja, uczucie, kt\u00f3remu nie pozwalam si\u0119 pokaza\u0107.Tylko po to u\u017cywamy.Bo nigdy nie chodzi\u0142o o t\u0119 u\u017cywk\u0119. Ona by\u0142a po to, \u017ceby nie zobaczy\u0107. Bo boimy si\u0119 zobaczy\u0107, widzie\u0107, patrze\u0107\u2026prosto w twarz. Kim jestem? 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