{"id":1446,"date":"2025-05-11T21:08:00","date_gmt":"2025-05-11T19:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/?p=1446"},"modified":"2025-05-11T21:31:30","modified_gmt":"2025-05-11T19:31:30","slug":"1446","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/?p=1446","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Nie chc\u0119 ju\u017c nara\u017ca\u0107 siebie\u2026<br>na konflikt wewn\u0119trzny\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>by\u0107 tam, gdzie moje serce si\u0119 obawia\u2026braku naturalno\u015bci, <br>rado\u015bci autentycznego przejawiania si\u0119\u2026w uczuciach, gestach, s\u0142owach. <br>Nie wybieram ju\u017c by\u0107 tam\u2026<br>gdzie moja rado\u015b\u0107 jest gaszona, <br>gdzie moje ciep\u0142o \u015bcina ch\u0142\u00f3d, <br>gdzie moje d\u0142onie trafiaj\u0105 w pustk\u0119, <br>gdzie czas na cudowne rozmowy dw\u00f3ch \u015bwiadomo\u015bci nigdy nie nadchodzi, <br>gdzie obecno\u015b\u0107 ogranicza si\u0119 do wieczoru we wsp\u00f3lnej po\u015bcieli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gdzie s\u0142owa nagle si\u0119 urywaj\u0105, znikaj\u0105, zamarzaj\u0105.&nbsp;<br>Gdzie to co by\u0142o, wydaje si\u0119 jedynie gr\u0105, <br>gdzie musz\u0119 pyta\u0107, czy by\u0142o w tym co\u015b z prawdy?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kocham ciep\u0142o i jego ekspansj\u0119 we mnie, <br>pragn\u0119 nieustannie czu\u0107 jego post\u0119p w moim centrum, <br>moim wn\u0119trzu\u2026tak \u017ce a\u017c do oczu cisn\u0105 si\u0119 \u0142zy, gor\u0105ce \u0142zy\u2026<br>\u0142zy rado\u015bci.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pragn\u0119 widzie\u0107 moje oczy pe\u0142ne ognistych, <br>b\u0142yszcz\u0105cych, malutkich iskierek rado\u015bci i psoty\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>tak jak wtedy, gdy patrz\u0119 w lustro,<br>tak jak wtedy, gdy rozmawiam z Tatk\u0105,&nbsp;<br>tak jak wtedy, gdy us\u0142ysz\u0119 w\u0142oski j\u0119zyk,&nbsp;<br>tak jak wtedy, gdy bior\u0119 pierwszy \u0142yk kawy do ust,&nbsp;<br>tak jak wtedy, gdy ta\u0144cz\u0119 bawi\u0105c si\u0119 sukienk\u0105,&nbsp;<br>tak jak wtedy, gdy maluj\u0119 usta ulubion\u0105 szmink\u0105,&nbsp;<br>tak jak wtedy, gdy wypatrzy\u0142am now\u0105 ksi\u0105\u017ck\u0119 o transcendencji <br>i ju\u017c zacieram r\u0119ce na to, jakich cudowno\u015bci do\u015bwiadcz\u0119,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>tak jak wtedy, gdy ukochanej duszy <br>mog\u0119 powiedzie\u0107 o mojej nowej zabawie, nowym odkryciu\u2026<br>o 'W\u0142oskim do poduszki&#8217; i gdzie moj\u0105 rado\u015bci\u0105 mog\u0119 si\u0119<br>&#8230;po prostu&#8230;podzieli\u0107.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"703\" height=\"1024\" src=\"http:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/D0B486D0-B66E-49A8-881B-0655D55E6043-703x1024.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1447\" srcset=\"https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/D0B486D0-B66E-49A8-881B-0655D55E6043-703x1024.jpeg 703w, https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/D0B486D0-B66E-49A8-881B-0655D55E6043-206x300.jpeg 206w, https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/D0B486D0-B66E-49A8-881B-0655D55E6043-768x1119.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/elsieart.pl\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/D0B486D0-B66E-49A8-881B-0655D55E6043.jpeg 960w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 703px) 100vw, 703px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nie chc\u0119 ju\u017c nara\u017ca\u0107 siebie\u2026na konflikt wewn\u0119trzny\u2026 by\u0107 tam, gdzie moje serce si\u0119 obawia\u2026braku naturalno\u015bci, rado\u015bci autentycznego przejawiania si\u0119\u2026w uczuciach, gestach, s\u0142owach. 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